Please help me out, I have always had my suspicions people were lying to me & telling me I was pretty, because I have really low self esteem & I’m a self harmer & stuff. So, to test my theory I signed an account with yahoo pretending to be a guy & posted a picture of myself asking people if they thought ‘she’ was hot because ‘i’ was having a debate with one of my mates. I kept the posters view on the matter completely anonymous. Now all the answers are what I was expecting, I am ugly! I don’t know why but for some reason this has really hurt me (even tho I already knew), and I feel super suicidal. I personally don’t think I’m that bad, but I know that’s only my eyes & that my eyes are warped.

Here’s some pics incase your wondering:

With makeup

http://m. flickr. com/#/photos/64220642@N07/5848520405/

Without makeup (no I’m not wearing eyeliner & mascara, that’s just the way my eye lashes are):

http://m. flickr. com/#/photos/64220642@N07/5848716893/

So, what needs to change? With my face I mean? Don’t give suggestions to my hair or clothes because I wear a variety of styles & my hair is always different. I just need help with what surgery I need done. Is it my nose? I’ve got a fuller face because I’ve got gland problems, my body isn’t that big in comparison. I’ve got alot of health issues that have impacted on my self esteem & have made me really isolated. I’m 28.
For the people who can’t click on the pics & have been copying to web browser, I think I know the problem & it’s that it’s not displaying the full link for some reason. So I’ll repost both of them below but in 2 parts for each (just remember to copy and paste the 2 to make one link, ie: removing the enter)

http://www. flickr. com
/photos/64220642@N07/5848520405

http://www. flickr. com
/photos/64220642@N07/5848716893/

Sorry about that.